S.E.X.

It's different yet the same for each of us

Something more than just a rush

The whisper in her ear that makes her warm to the touch

Slowly

Stroking my finger tips up and down the crease of her back

She doesn't have to say a word

By the way she curves I know she likes that...

She slowly takes my finger and rubs it gently across her lips

Then places it in her warm mouth sucking on it

Just enough to get my attention

It's as if someone plugged me into a socket because I'm definitely turned on

But she won't let me come any closer

She blindfolds me with her head tie securing my hands to the bedpost

Putting her in complete control

Maneuvering over my awaiting body

I quiver at the thought of her letting me go  

She gyrates her wet pussy just an inch or so over my mouth with the sweetest nectar

Dripping on the bottom of my lip...

I'm not in a rush

I patiently wait for more to come down before I steal a taste  

My soldier is ready for his orders

Standing at full attention

She welcomes him with the softest kiss

Just below the tip, she knows me oh so well

Each kiss causes my soldier to swell that much more

She asks if I like it, but before I can respond she placed her fat juicy pussy on my awaiting face...  

It fit so snuggly in my mouth as if it was meant to be there

And just before I could savor the moment

She put my hard penis in her mouth

The intensity just got turned up a notch

Since her pussy was occupied with my face, I placed my lonely finger in her asshole

It grabbed it with vacuum like force

Her pussy is getting even wetter

As I nibble on her clit

Just when I think it couldn't get any better

She cums right on my face

I have the milk mustache without the flatulence

I break free from my restraints and slam her on her back

Spreading her shaking legs and massaging her warm clit

With my super hard penis teasing her

I place the tip inside

I can feel her walls contracting trying to lure me deeper into her pleasure center but I resist making it even more stimulating for the both of us 

Then when she least expects it and is just about to give up

I jam my manhood deep into her awaiting hot steaming pussy

Her mouth opens with a scream as if she just won a million dollars

But she's been rewarded in another way

I'm pushing her body to its limit with each stroke

She grasps her belly

I slow up wondering if she's had enough but she tells that I better not stop and assures me she's up to the challenge

I slowly work my free hand around her neck gently choking her as I push my plug further into her socket.

I turn her over on her belly

I can see glimpses of her perfectly shaped ass from the minuscule light provided by the moon that peaks through the window

I can feel myself about to explode just before I do I snatch my slimy cock from her dripping pussy and I ejaculate all over her belly spelling my name

2:59 am

It's 2:59 am few seconds from 3 am

I find myself staring at your number

Written on a crumbled up piece paper

Buried deep in my pocket...

I wonder if you’re sleeping, maybe you’re wide-awake

Making love to him but whispering my name

Seeing my face and feeling my body

These late night fantasies are taking over

Possibly even replacing thoughts of my present love

Damn

Only five minutes have passed but I find myself staring at the clock

Slowly time creeps by

My heart beats fast and my breathing gets heavy

It's now 3:07 am

I can’t take this anymore

………..I’m calling you

Right before I dial the last number

My Galaxy S 3 rings

It's you

Sounding sexy

Soft voice

Filled with the same enthusiasm as myself

3:10 am

I'm wondering do you miss me

You wish I were there?

We continue making small talk

Both trying to get to the point

Avoiding our purpose

Making it even more interesting

3:15 am

I’m undressing you

Slowly

Whispering sweet nothings

Hearing your soft moans

Makes it well worth the wait

Knowing I can please you better than he can

Not in a rush

Giving you descriptions

Of soft touches

Silk sheets and burning candles

Tell me your desires...

You want me to kiss what?

Lick where?

Sure baby it’s about you

Your fantasies

Your demands...

I can hear your background change

Your breathing changes

I can hear noises

You got music playing

Anyway back to the moment

I’m not touching you, but is this cheating?

By 3:25 am I wish you were here

We have to do this!

Lately you said it’s been hard to get away

By the moaning on the other end

I can tell you’re playing with passion

Don’t stop until you explode

My soldier is at full attention

Waiting for your commands

Marching back and forth

3:50 am

Did you cum?

How do you feel?

Can we have more than this?

Can I touch you with my hands and not just my words?

These fantasies are they possible?

4:00 am

Confession

I want you in my arms, not in my dreams

Laying in my bed...

Wearing what you came into the world with

I want to explore your body

Giving you kisses from head to toe

Not missing a spot

Come on be selfish

I want it to be all about you

Your feelings

Your pleasure

Closed eyes

Music playing that probably caused our existence

Not in a rush

Nothing extra

Just me... You

Your passion and my soldier

4:21am

A knock at the door

Disrupts my thoughts

It’s you

A Sycophantic Ideology

What I feel on a daily basis is different

I have moments of anger

Others are full of happiness

Life’s’ jubilation

Others dark constrained and chemically erased

My position is stereoscopic on life's balance beam

I manage to teeter thru this tunnel of fixations

That I neither understand nor want to

Because I'm not fixed on any

I want what I want and have what I don't necessarily need

What I write is meant to enlighten

To comfort and challenge the reader

If every third line is read and the others forgotten

You will simultaneously see what I really am and that is challenging at best

I'm nothing more than an instrument that has been instructed to relay messages

That is instructions for life

What life is up to you?

The vehicle has no wheels a motor gears and is full of fuel

Do you understand how it moves?

The screws are loose the frame badly bruised it's eyes shifty but still allowed to move

Oxygen depleted

Nitrogen abundant

Remnants of a carcass are illustrated through signatures

But the outcome is inconclusive

The shoes are tied with loose laces

His hands rinsed in dirty water

His eyes full of pain

Yet his tears are pure

I am Miseries Company on the loneliest of nights and loves partner when hate is busy

Read this with closed eyes and see what I see

Then die because you won't be missed

If the shoe fits then

Why not wear it?

When it rains the world cries

Because it starts with a single tear then multiplies

Life's caterpillar

In a world of butterflies

How ugly is that?

E.V.O.L

Staring in her eyes

I see the future

No

Our future 

So I thought

It turned out to be the land of make believe

I cry inside 

Wishing Hoping

That maybe one day

She would see what I see

A life filled with love

Happiness

A family

I know we both longed to have

Sharing times

Where we would just stop 

Look at each other

Smile and Laugh

Only wanting the chance to lie across her chest

My head snuggled between each breast

Listening to her heartbeat

Not missing a second

While she touches me so sensually

Giving me chills

That go deeper than deep

Causing a sensation overload

I had hoped

In the future to look into our child's eyes and see her face.

Thinking

Believing  

Knowing

That after all this time it was worth the wait

Something is different 

Something is wrong 

Duh

It's called reality

And it's finally kicked in

I find myself just sitting in this car

My car!

Stuck helplessly in love

Not traffic

Still wondering what happened

Knowing that there is no “us”

There is no "we" 

Her and I could only go but so far

And our expiration has been reached

I talk so much to my partners because I aim to teach

But even I wasn't aware of what truly lied beneath

She could never do any wrong in my eyes

I believed all she said

Knowing it was lies

She was my definition of purity

How pure

Obviously

Not pure enough

I longed for her touch wanting it needing it

Even though it hurt me so much

Never

Say never

Because I’m far from naive

I just put my intuition in the back, and allowed my heart to take the lead.

Now do you see why I don't dance?

They say, "It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"

Which is true

And in the face of adversity stand tall

Because at some point in time

Even Angels must fall

Did you get that?

Just think about it

After all is said and done

Titles, Situations, People, Arguments

Are irrelevant

I would've remained by her side to the end of time 

Even if hell froze over and pigs were able to fly

It's what I call Unconditional E.V.O.L

Glory

The darkest edge fills the most space

Confronted and questioned about so many things

I wish I could just erase them all

The embrace that I once longed for feels different

And I identify it with the loneliness of the times in which we live

I myself am the most negative, positive, motivated and despised person that you will ever see

With fans who hate to like me because they're not like me

Which gives them more reason to dislike what they can never be

These are the very things that help me determine the differences between us

 I long for days when talks of prosperity and success are nothing more than the side bar of the conversation

Because we're all experiencing it

Instead of being accepted

I am widely criticized for what I don't do

And what I have become in a general sense

I literally don't care

(Except when it's coming from the ones I love)

I guess even at my age I'm entitled to dream of bigger things

Most of which will never be

Because we live in a world where people lack the zeal, to be anything more than what they already are

We look up in the sky for them

But the truth is we're the stars

So how come we all don't shine?

It is only when I close my eyes that I understand the truth of society

I named my pen instead of myself because I fear the notoriety

Enchantment

Love is sitting on the porch

Just thinking about life

Sitting there

Holding hands with the possibilities of her being your wife

Life is full of things we don't understand

But it doesn't matter as long as you're here with me

I just need you to hold my hand

Hold it tight and never let it go

Separate we're weak

But together who knows

We can tackle the world

But let's take our time

I have everything I need

As long as you're mine

If life were a video tape

I'd press rewind

So I can look in your eyes forever

Until I go blind

Mindset

Mindset like Potpourri

Glade plug in thoughts

Scented candles

Dropped ceilings

Lost salvation

Mind overload

Embalmed with nonsense

Transcended to oblivion

Misunderstood from the very beginning

Questioned to the end

Cry me something other than a river

Why not an ocean?

Limited success

Diluted dreams

Low fat ambition

I cringe at what we have become

Disillusioned in our own minds

Full of these idiosyncrasies

That keeps us apart

Transparent ideals that encompass nothing more than what we can see beyond our fingertips

Bathtub memories

In a world full of showers

Tend to get washed away

I was told that the storm is over and that peace and prosperity will come.

Then how come

We claim to live in states that are united

When the people that dwell them remain divided

We police the world and speak of a free land but our shortcomings we hide it

Divided we fall

Because only the poor and the minorities seem to march on

To secure freedoms and liberties that we ourselves don't truly have

Math is more than just 1+2

It is the sum of things that make us whole

The completeness of an individual

To be bigger than the moment

To let the petty situations of life go...

Only then will we be free,

Weighed down with the sins of life

I don't think you see

That's why when we pray

We're usually on our knees